“I want you to come live with me, and die with me, and everything with me.”
— Vladimir Nabokov
“I want you to come live with me, and die with me, and everything with me.”
— Vladimir Nabokov


The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.
Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
I’m so glad you are here today, if you would have died that night, I would have been tramatized for life. That the love of my life was gone. Trying to compare you to others, it wouldn’t have worked for me.
- I’ve thought about this yesterday and today in my head.
Baby,
I love you, I do and I felt bad that I couldn’t be there for you when you were down and out. I want to thank your parents for rescuing you, even when they didn’t have to.
- I know your dad loves you, just as much as my mom loves me.
I don’t want anyone else besides you and I’m so excited that we can finally be a family together this coming year.
- To settle and have a family is all I ever wanted and I have found that with you.
I can be myself, you help me talk things out when I don’t want to.
I know I want things in life to happen sooner than later (marriage and kids), but we can’t rush those things and I’m fine with that.
I know when you get ready to get down on one knee, it will be a moment that I can’t forget as well as our new addition.
- I’m so excited baby - I love you and I hope you know that.
Good morning 💖
